Damn it, I really feel bad when my friends feel bad, but I cannot do anything to make them feel any better. I feel helpless in such cases, and nobody likes being helpless. I just hope that this particular friend of mine can hang in there for the time being. I shall hope for the very best for him, and I definitely hope that no matter what happens, he knows that I will always be there for him, and at least listen to his problems should he decide to confide in me. All the best!!!
On the other hand, I've been more or less killing my braincells, trying to find something to do in order to while my time away. Damn, this is the very reason why I dislike school holidays! You imagine, two and a half months of nothing to do. That is torture for someone with a very short attention span like me, lol! Hm, as much as I complain though, I know that I need this break. I just hope that the boredom doesn't kill me though.
I am so looking forward to the sailing trip. It would be my first, and hopefully not my last. I definitely want to go on more trips, especially with school! School trips are always cheaper, and more fun, because there'll be activities planned. Not that I am complaining, but even when we go on a holiday, my father would prefer to stay in the hotel room, hahahahhaha. But hey, better that than staying at home, right??
Anyway, I think that should be all the ranting that I want to do for tonight. It's getting a little late, and I am starting to feel a little bit sleepy despite the can of coke that I have just drunk. So ciao for now!
Time: 0155
Date: 28/02/2010
Saturday, February 27, 2010
Thursday, February 25, 2010
Been a long time...
Ah, it has been quite a while since I last blogged, I guess, hahaha! Hm, there were ups and downs, but since I survived through it all, it can't be all that bad, I guess. Hm, the Hong Kong trip was postponed. Actually cancelled, to be honest. Because there was supposed to be two trips, but they cancelled the first trip, the one I had wanted to go on. So I decided to go for the second trip instead of the first trip, and end up missing something I have been looking forward to for the past few weeks, SP Experience. Damn, life really isn't a bed of roses after all. But hey, it's been pretty smooth-sailing for me so far, so not much complains coming from me now, lol!
Apart from the postponed trip, there wasn't much else. Since the school holidays have already started and my busy schedule has been put on a halt right now, my life more or less have come to a halt too, sad to say. It's just that I have been so busy with school and its activities that it took too much of my time and became part of my lifestyle. But then again, I've never been one who is able to enjoy long holidays because of my uber short attention span. I will and do get bored easily, and then the rest of the holidays are just pure torture for me! To think that my holidays officially started on the 19th of February. I was dead by like, 21st of February. My attention span is that short, and what makes it worse is that since it ismy sister's exam period, she refuses to go out and when she doesn't want to go out, neither does my mother.
Given my father's, uhm... unreasonableness... I cannot go out and meet with friends to entertain myself. But then again, I guess it's a good way to save money for the trip. I have no idea why, but for the past few weeks or so I've been looking at the brighter side to things. And yeah, while it makes everything better, I sort of feel like an idiot after a while simply because I seem to smile most of the time. Ah, but better a smile than a frown right? Frown lines are so not nice on and 18.5 year old woman, lol!
Anyway, that should be all for now, I am getting tired of ranting for one night. Till next time, ciao!
Time: 2327
Date: 25/02/2010
Apart from the postponed trip, there wasn't much else. Since the school holidays have already started and my busy schedule has been put on a halt right now, my life more or less have come to a halt too, sad to say. It's just that I have been so busy with school and its activities that it took too much of my time and became part of my lifestyle. But then again, I've never been one who is able to enjoy long holidays because of my uber short attention span. I will and do get bored easily, and then the rest of the holidays are just pure torture for me! To think that my holidays officially started on the 19th of February. I was dead by like, 21st of February. My attention span is that short, and what makes it worse is that since it ismy sister's exam period, she refuses to go out and when she doesn't want to go out, neither does my mother.
Given my father's, uhm... unreasonableness... I cannot go out and meet with friends to entertain myself. But then again, I guess it's a good way to save money for the trip. I have no idea why, but for the past few weeks or so I've been looking at the brighter side to things. And yeah, while it makes everything better, I sort of feel like an idiot after a while simply because I seem to smile most of the time. Ah, but better a smile than a frown right? Frown lines are so not nice on and 18.5 year old woman, lol!
Anyway, that should be all for now, I am getting tired of ranting for one night. Till next time, ciao!
Time: 2327
Date: 25/02/2010
Tuesday, February 16, 2010
Random :)
OMG, I've been rotting at home for the past two days doing nothing but watch television all day. But somehow doing that reminded me of my secondary school days, because that was how I spent my days away from school. Damn, I think I've watch enough television to last me for the next three months or so, considering I have not watched television on weekdays for a very long time now(in fact ever since I started semester two, year two!) so this is like, out of the norm for me.
Hm, I should be going to sleep in about an hour's time, since I have a gym session tomorrow at ten in the morning. It is just a trial session, but I have a very strong feeling that I will be signing up for the membership. I think I need to lose about ten to fifteen kilograms before I reach the 'normal' weight category suitable for my height (damn, I dislike being short when it comes to this weight issue, lol) so I will have to work hard during the school holidays. I think I should be able to lose some weight, juggling my part-time job, meeting friends and going to the gym (though both my job and meeting friends are NOT demanding at all, hehe).
I really dislike being stuck in a rut (I have not worked on any of my on-going stories for the past week at all!) simply because it makes me feel dull, for some strange reason. Hm, I know I should really get down to it and complete them (two altogether) but here I am, planing for the third story even before the previous ones are completed. But then again, maybe I can just draft out a character and story ot first before I get down to it (just in case I totally forgot about the idea I had, lol) and really let it flow.
Okay, enough ranting and whining for one night, I should go back to whatever I was doing earlier (at this point, I really can't remember, haha) so this is ciao!
Time: 0015
Date: 17/02/2010
Hm, I should be going to sleep in about an hour's time, since I have a gym session tomorrow at ten in the morning. It is just a trial session, but I have a very strong feeling that I will be signing up for the membership. I think I need to lose about ten to fifteen kilograms before I reach the 'normal' weight category suitable for my height (damn, I dislike being short when it comes to this weight issue, lol) so I will have to work hard during the school holidays. I think I should be able to lose some weight, juggling my part-time job, meeting friends and going to the gym (though both my job and meeting friends are NOT demanding at all, hehe).
I really dislike being stuck in a rut (I have not worked on any of my on-going stories for the past week at all!) simply because it makes me feel dull, for some strange reason. Hm, I know I should really get down to it and complete them (two altogether) but here I am, planing for the third story even before the previous ones are completed. But then again, maybe I can just draft out a character and story ot first before I get down to it (just in case I totally forgot about the idea I had, lol) and really let it flow.
Okay, enough ranting and whining for one night, I should go back to whatever I was doing earlier (at this point, I really can't remember, haha) so this is ciao!
Time: 0015
Date: 17/02/2010
Friday, February 12, 2010
Outing
Woah, I think it has been a long time since I last posted an entry (long by my standards, lol). My major exams are over, leaving me with statistics. But this time I am sure I will be able to make it, because I have been diligently doing the tutorials like I was supposed to, lol! Anyway, after my CRS presentation I went to Downtown East with a group of friends for dinner at a Japanese place. The food was not at all great but the company made up for it, definitely. Leroy joined our outing for the first time, and hell, I liked his company. Its easier to laugh with him around, somehow (this is despite the fact that he too, was quickly learning to make fun of my stomach size) and he even entertained me when I asked him to play 'rock scissors paper' with me. Damn, I didn't realise just how long I haven't been laughing till I actually laughed just now. Not that I am depressed or anything, but hey, exams are no laughing matter I guess.
Chinese New Year is just a couple of days away, which means that I would be a couple of days of boredom for me, unless my mom brought me to my uncle's place. There are plans for such a gathering, its just that I have no idea when it would take place, hahahahahahahahaha! I prefer my chinese side, as i have repeatedly said. No offense, but my malay side seems to like... act a little too coldly for my liking, lol. They only come find me when they have a new recipe!!! What am I, a chef (though I actually thoroughly enjoy cooking)?!
Okay, enough bitching and ranting, lol! I think that should be all for today. I am just glad that my dad is already asleep when I got home, otherwise I'd sport new bruises instead of a new blouse for CNY :D
Time: 1200
Date: 13/02/2010
Chinese New Year is just a couple of days away, which means that I would be a couple of days of boredom for me, unless my mom brought me to my uncle's place. There are plans for such a gathering, its just that I have no idea when it would take place, hahahahahahahahaha! I prefer my chinese side, as i have repeatedly said. No offense, but my malay side seems to like... act a little too coldly for my liking, lol. They only come find me when they have a new recipe!!! What am I, a chef (though I actually thoroughly enjoy cooking)?!
Okay, enough bitching and ranting, lol! I think that should be all for today. I am just glad that my dad is already asleep when I got home, otherwise I'd sport new bruises instead of a new blouse for CNY :D
Time: 1200
Date: 13/02/2010
Saturday, February 6, 2010
Test
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Time: 0140
date: 07/02/2010
Time: 0140
date: 07/02/2010
Thursday, February 4, 2010
Mysterious aches and bruises?!
Why am I always inflicted with mysterious aches and bruises? Like last week, I had three bruises on me which reason of existance I could never know. And today my right thigh is aching like crazy (it didn't help with the fact that I walked all over the place either lol) even though I did more or less nothing yesterday. Maybe even my body is as crazy as my mind, lol! Hm, I guess bruises are fine, because they don't really get in my way, but I don't like feeling each of my muscle in my right thigh move (that's how I feel when I walked around with an aching thigh lol) because it is very uncomfortable! But what the hell, despite the discomfort I went to T22 all the way from SMA twice today, once to take-away my lunch, the other time for my foreign language class.
My father peeked in just now when he got home from work (he always does that when he comes home at night, for some strange reason) to make sure that I am here, I guess, lol! But when he is home and I come home at about six or something, he won't notice, for some strange reason. Then he will ask my mother and my sister what time I will be home, despite the fact that I am already in my room. On more than one occassion my mother will come into my room and say "Do you know that your father has no idea that you are already home? Why must you lock yourself up in the room? You are more like a tenant than an actual family member..."
I can't help it if I like and enjoy my solitude, do I? I mean, being alone is fun! It is liberating (even though the main reason I am alone most of the time is selfish and has nothing to do with anyone else, lol)! Listening to music, playing FB games and secretly doing my homework before someone comes in, that's what I like doing :D I have a reputation to upkeep in my family, hence all the secrecy (I kinda like my position as the bum of the family, the cute little black sheep hahahahahahahahahaha). Okay, enough weird stuff for one night, I shall be back to update most probably tomorrow (I had no idea that I would be able to complete my work so quickly, so this was an unplanned entry, lol!)...
Time: 2300
Date: 05/02/2010
My father peeked in just now when he got home from work (he always does that when he comes home at night, for some strange reason) to make sure that I am here, I guess, lol! But when he is home and I come home at about six or something, he won't notice, for some strange reason. Then he will ask my mother and my sister what time I will be home, despite the fact that I am already in my room. On more than one occassion my mother will come into my room and say "Do you know that your father has no idea that you are already home? Why must you lock yourself up in the room? You are more like a tenant than an actual family member..."
I can't help it if I like and enjoy my solitude, do I? I mean, being alone is fun! It is liberating (even though the main reason I am alone most of the time is selfish and has nothing to do with anyone else, lol)! Listening to music, playing FB games and secretly doing my homework before someone comes in, that's what I like doing :D I have a reputation to upkeep in my family, hence all the secrecy (I kinda like my position as the bum of the family, the cute little black sheep hahahahahahahahahaha). Okay, enough weird stuff for one night, I shall be back to update most probably tomorrow (I had no idea that I would be able to complete my work so quickly, so this was an unplanned entry, lol!)...
Time: 2300
Date: 05/02/2010
Wednesday, February 3, 2010
Addiction to scented candles T.T
I think I am in trouble. I have been having trouble falling asleep for more than a week now, and as a last resort I bought some scented candles because I remember being so comfortable watching the candle burn and smelling the lovely scent at the same time as I fell asleep. So I bought a couple of candles, and last night I left one burning all night. I managed to get about six hours of sleep, and felt better than I did in a long time. But then I have a feeling that once I run out of candles, I might have trouble falling asleep again! Why must this happen to me??? LOL, I am complaining too much! Nevermind, one step at a time. I'll see if I can fall asleep without the candles or not :D I think today went pretty okay, met up with Clara and Ernie for lunch. I guess company once in a while when I am in school is alright. I won't die as long as the people I am with are not feeling down in the dumps :D
Teaching as pretty fun today, even though only about half of the class turned up. One student quit, but managed to find a replacement student, to take her place. They are positively cute!! I enjoy teaching, for some strange reason. I guess it is all that interacting, it puts me in a good mood because somehow I think I am the type of person who likes to meet new people while on the job :D On the whole, I think today was productive, hahahahahahahahahahahhaha! As it should be because I am still young, my days should be spent doing productive things instead of being wasted doing god knows what :D
Anyway, I think that should be all the ranting for today. I realised I didn't post anything yesterday, I guess I was too busy. But I forgot what I was busy with, lol! Anyway, I should be back with another update either tomorrow or Friday :D
Time: 2250
Date: 03/02/2010
Teaching as pretty fun today, even though only about half of the class turned up. One student quit, but managed to find a replacement student, to take her place. They are positively cute!! I enjoy teaching, for some strange reason. I guess it is all that interacting, it puts me in a good mood because somehow I think I am the type of person who likes to meet new people while on the job :D On the whole, I think today was productive, hahahahahahahahahahahhaha! As it should be because I am still young, my days should be spent doing productive things instead of being wasted doing god knows what :D
Anyway, I think that should be all the ranting for today. I realised I didn't post anything yesterday, I guess I was too busy. But I forgot what I was busy with, lol! Anyway, I should be back with another update either tomorrow or Friday :D
Time: 2250
Date: 03/02/2010
Monday, February 1, 2010
OMG!!!
It has been a very long time since I blogged ( or at least to me, since I used to do it every single day, lol) because of my very full schedule. It definitely did not help with the fact that I actually have been having trouble sleeping for the past week! Lights off at half past eleven, but still awake at half past one! Oh my god! I am amazed that I can last this long, lol! But then again, I strongly believe in SUCK IT UP, BE A MAN AND MOVE ON for some strange reason. No matter what happens I will just suck it up and do what I am supposed to do. That is how life works I guess, nothing will slow down just because you lack sleep! But on a much better note, I managed to get two scented candle at Harris! Oh the scent is just WOW! The two I picked have a very strong but wonderful scent, Midsummer's Night and Forrest Pine (I think, lol!) while the one my sister took was something much milder. Hm, once again, I paid for it, lol! But not really complaining, since I am the one who has a job and stuff. Besides, my sister has never worked a single day in her life, and I don't think she sees the need to in the near future :D I guess that should be all for today, I shall update about the roadshow I helped out with tomorrow, lol!
Time: 2315
Date: 01/02/2010
Time: 2315
Date: 01/02/2010
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