Given my past experiences, I have to learn several things from scratch once more after I got into a relationship. They mainly are trust and love. I have stopped trusting people for so long now, I forgot how to do it. I have shied away from love for so long, I don't know how to show affection to anyone and neither am I comfortable accepting the fact that there is someone who cares about me enough to be concerned about my well-being and happiness. I know I have to try harder, but somehow, I seem to need the time we don't have. But after all that has been said and done, I will still give my all, do my best and hope that it is enough for him...
Time: 2115
Date: 06/12/2010
