Gosh, just two weeks since I am home and I am sick of everythig already! God help me, how am I supposed to stand the coming years when I can barely stand one day? I am sick of them all, trying to make each other look bad. Come on, they are supposed to be a family? When they act like that? It is no wonder why I am so not attached to them. No emotional ties whatsoever. I am sorry for sounding unfilial, but that is reality. I will never trust them after what they did to me, and after all the things they showed me. The only thing keeping me around right now is my responsibilities, and that is seriously messed up...

Time: 0905
Date: 11/04/2010