I just realise that my friends are blogging more frequently than I am, which is saying something considering the fact that I used to blog every day/ every other day. But then again, right now I don't think that my life is blog worthy, considering the fact that I actually have nothing to look forward to now apart from taking my BST (which will cost me a fucking $890) and looking for a Company. Nothing had ever seemed this important to me before, and I can't help but wonder, was I really that laidback about my future before? For the first time in my life, I am actually anxious about something. But I kind of like it, for the first time I seem to have purpose in life (even though to come and think about it, my purpose now is to leave everythng and everyone behind). Anyway, that should be all for now, I shall try to come back soon to update. Not thatanyone reads my blog anyway :/

Time: 2310
Date: 11/05/2010