Hurting

Damn, I didn't know having a crush would hurt this much. But then again, if it was easy, it wouldn't be called a crush, would it? But this is the first time I felt so strongly. Crap, I really did make an effort to be friendly, smiling at him when we walk past each other. But today is the third (or fourth) time he ignored me when I smiled at him! Oh my gosh! I am used to being ignored, but why does it still hurt anyway? Haiz... thinking of giving up, but somehow, just somehow... the feelings are still there, still as strong. What in the world am I going to do with myself? At this rate, I think I'll get my first boyfriend only after I retire -.-


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Date: 22/07/2010