To think that I have completely no mood for Hari Raya this year. My mind is completely taken up by him, as well as the TNTA Program. I really want in on that program, it is the only thing that is keeping me sane right now. I can't believe that even now, during this 'festive' season, I am still thinking about him, wondering what he is doing. Seriously, it used to take a lot more than just this to get me down and keep me down. Damn it, I want him to return the old me back, the old me who didn't give a damn about anything and everything, because now I just care too damn much about things I didn't even notice before... damn...
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Date: 10/09/2010
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