Haiz, I tried to change the blogskin for my new blog, and failed miserably. I am going to have to approach a friend for this, hahahahaha. Anyway, I was just rotting around, and something suddenly crossed my mind (what's left of it anyway). It's been more than a month now, that I have a crush on him. I want to get rid of this feeling, I don't like it. I always 'fall for' guys that I should be keeping away from. Not to mention the fact that my previous crush lasted for more than fifteen months. It was pure torture, you know, to be a confidante of your crush and have him tell you of his feelings for other girls. But I somehow managed to live through that, only to almost have it repeating again, but this time with another guy. The only thing that is not that bad about this crush is that he does not tell me about his feelings/ relationships with other girls. I really should move on, I guess. I certainly don't want a repeat of the previous case. I was hurt, though I know it is my own fault I can't help my feelings. That's why I don't like crushes and stuff, you'll just end up hurt. But then again, if it was easy, they won't call it a crush, would they? LOL! Hm, I should think that is all for today, so this entry is rather random, lol. I have a feeling that this year's blog will be very random. But then again, those who know me better will realise long time ago that I am indeed a very random person. It makes life more fun anyway, lol...

Time: 0305
Date: 02/01/2010