I HAVE HOPE!!!!!!!!!

I was checking my email, for the second time today hahahahahahahahaha, and read my daily horoscope. Today's one fill me with a lot of hope, for some strange reason, hahahahahahahhahahaha. Maybe it's because for the first time in a really long while, it is actually applicable to me!!!! Here it is:

Denying your crush won't make it go away, no matter how much you want it to.
Admit that you are attracted to this person. It doesn't mean you have to act on it.
Before you know it, the feeling will pass.

Yes! hat is exactly what I have been hoping for!!! The feeling to pass!!! Woohoo!!! LOL! Hm, I think I am making something really negative sound positive, but really, the person is not someone I am supposed to have a crush on, especially when I do not want to lose my friendship (or rather acquaintance, because I am not that close to him or anyone for that matter, lol) that I have with him. I was also feeling rather peaceful for most of today (reason being I was alone on long bus rides all over Singapore, hahahahahahahaha!) and even bought chocolate fondant. As usual, I bought two, as my dad is a diabetic and I don't encourage him to eat too much sugary stuff, and my mother doesn't eat these kind of things, leaving me and my sister. I always end up being nice to my sister despite the fact that she is really bitcy towards me. Hell, my parents and sister treat a stray cat better than they do me. I mean, my mother can buy special cat food so that the cat won't hurt its teeth, but she can't seem to cook a simple dish for me to eat after a long and tiring day at school. Not that I mind though, I am trying out something new. I am going to live my life, and leave them out of it as much as possible, and they can do the same. This way it saves everyone from heartache!! Hehehe, am I a genius or what? But then again, I can't seem to turn my bck on my responsibilities, so this was more of a daydream than anything else. But if anything, I don't mind shouldering my responsibilities, it's who I am, hahahahahahahahaha. Anyway, off to enjoy my love affair ;)

Time: 2135
Date: 23/01/2010